Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Endgame
I feel as if I've hit my point of studying tonight. Basically, for this Bio class, I've done as much as I can, and any more is just gonna make me feel icky and not help me at all. My final is at 12 noon; should help me, as I think better in the morning. I'm going to try and pick up my cap and gown tomorrow. Gonna pick up a DS Lite this weekend, and I finall reserved my room and plane ticket for the housing conference at American in July.
Every one has told me that I'm going to do fine, but I refuse to let that thinking ingrain me. I need to prove to myself once again that when I put my mind to something, that I can succeed. I need to tell myself that I am going to walk into the final tomorrow as prepared as I can be and hopefully do well enough to pass. I need know this and do this.
And I think deep inside me, I know it shall be done.
Every one has told me that I'm going to do fine, but I refuse to let that thinking ingrain me. I need to prove to myself once again that when I put my mind to something, that I can succeed. I need to tell myself that I am going to walk into the final tomorrow as prepared as I can be and hopefully do well enough to pass. I need know this and do this.
And I think deep inside me, I know it shall be done.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Quirks
Yeah, sure there's sadness every where when it comes to graduation. Leaving friends, familiar places, possibly going away farther from family.
For me, what really seems to get me is the ending of ritiuals that youv'e been doing forever here. For me, turning in my keys to KZSU today was probably one of the hardest things I've done. Leaving my committee last month was tough, and I know that my farewell dinner with my Apple folks will probably be really hard on me, although I'm sure they won't know it.
Still studying like hell for Bio, and trying to make plans for getting a room at American. Distract me please this week, I could use the IMing or calls from great friends more than any study time I could ever want.
For me, what really seems to get me is the ending of ritiuals that youv'e been doing forever here. For me, turning in my keys to KZSU today was probably one of the hardest things I've done. Leaving my committee last month was tough, and I know that my farewell dinner with my Apple folks will probably be really hard on me, although I'm sure they won't know it.
Still studying like hell for Bio, and trying to make plans for getting a room at American. Distract me please this week, I could use the IMing or calls from great friends more than any study time I could ever want.

