Inevitable

Every year it now turns out to be the same old thing. The day's begin to grow shorter and the summer soon slowly begins to fade into autumn. As such, now it is time to turn my attention to packing and pondering what I should take and whether it can all be made to fit into my natural disaster vehicle. I will dearly miss the home feeling of here, and that is a sadness and I sometimes wonder if will ever fade away. Even sometimes when I can forget about it, and concentrate solely on issues at hand (or ones that would soon be at hand), it can slowly materialize, and there I am again, wondering about home.

If I could deem myself worth of it, I would surely take a quarter off, and just enjoy more of a time with my mom and people here. But, I can't and shouldn't. I want to get this done with, education, because I want to be able to spend more time outside of it. I could not break the routine of school until school was done with, 'cause I know the lazy ass I am, and I probably couldn't start it up again.

So, here I am again, slowly getting ready for packing, less than a week until I return to Stanford, and friends there that I have missed more than they probably will ever know. But the memories here will be lovely, as well.

If only these were the only things pondering my weary mind.